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Wednesday, March 30, 2016
blackout There's a fireworks show outside right now. I can barely see it through my window though. They sound really violent. I feel like I'm in a warzone. But I don't need the sound of fireworks to make me feel like I'm in the middle of a war. 3:49 AM
Another Photo Dump The blur doesn't make it look so low quality. Will I be able to get out even thought there are metal bars at the end? Why do I get the feeling that the person who did this has issues? 3:48 AM
bleh For like the first time in forever, I feel like throwing up. Some people know that I very much hate throwing up even if I had to. Also, for the first time, I think I had an anxiety attack. Maybe that explains the nauseousness I've been feeling. I am scared because things are moving too fast for me. I am terrified that I can't take back all the minutes that have passed. And I am absolutely afraid of still being how I am right now for the rest of my life.
3:30 AM
Friday, March 4, 2016
Where should I go exactly? On this road full of my dreams Or this endless pit of reality? 5:39 AM
Friday, January 22, 2016
There's this huge (abandoned) tent near where I live. It's been there ever since I can remember. I remember asking my parents what goes on there when I was little but I think they were too busy with some stuff to answer my question. So I still don't know what that place is. Maybe it's actually a construction site? (I doubt it though because it's been there for more than 20 years I think) Maybe the people there are working on some top secret experiment? Maybe something lives there? It'd be a really nice concept for a game. I've already thought of a few scenarios these past few weeks. The other day I was with my friends at the university and the speakers started playing a really weird recording over and over. We couldn't understand what it was saying. It was really weird and creepy. That'd also be another good concept for a game. It could be a subliminal message Also, I'd want to experiment with light. 9:33 AM
I'm very sleepy right now but I don't want to yet for the reason that my eyes will get really swollen when I wake up. I've actually already typed a lot of words here but I always end up deleting them because I don't really want to share my thoughts. No. I'm scared. My mind is my safe haven. It's the only place where I can be myself without having to worry about anything. My imagination can even get me to places. Sometimes, my head would hurt from all that thinking but that's okay. I would get really confused between fantasy and reality but that's also okay. Everything is okay actually. Why am I even writing all this? 9:18 AM
Wednesday, November 11, 2015
Photo Dump This is a picture of the city I took one night. The city is one hell of a place. This one tastes like the sea.... And like there's a party in your mouth. This was taken at my Grandma's grave. Tons of airplanes pass through the area. I was lying on the ground and I couldn't help but think "What if one of the planes crashed into where I'm lying down?" I was sitting down on the chair and when I looked out the window, the sky was so plain and almost white. I felt like I was in a room that was in another big white room. 4:05 AM
Thursday, September 17, 2015
no no no no no no NO NOOOOOOOO nO nononoOOoNoNOOOoonnnNoo no no NO NOOnonoO
NO
Now, was that so hard to say?
7:41 AM
Wednesday, March 25, 2015
Rather than "Good bye" It's "See you later" And that's what makes it hurt the most 7:09 AM
for the hungry and i wait while these beasts fight for naught they tumble and fumble 'til I can't stand no more so I offer them this sandwich for four 7:08 AM
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