Who?

★★★
I just wanna put everything down and let go.
Why?

I'm not really sure myself.

please don't go away
Wednesday, March 30, 2016

There's a fireworks show outside right now. I can barely see it through my window though. They sound really violent. I feel like I'm in a warzone.

But I don't need the sound of fireworks to make me feel like I'm in the middle of a war.

3:49 AM


The blur doesn't make it look so low quality. 

Will I be able to get out even thought there are metal bars at the end?

Confidently beautiful with a heart. 

Why do I get the feeling that the person who did this has issues?


I should've walked on the other side where there's shade...


Good things don't last forever


I can't leave because I like it here.


"Manila"


I am a mess.


Just because it's outdated, doesn't mean it's not beautiful.



3:48 AM


For like the first time in forever, I feel like throwing up. Some people know that I very much hate throwing up even if I had to. 

Also, for the first time, I think I had an anxiety attack. Maybe that explains the nauseousness I've been feeling.

I am scared because things are moving too fast for me.

I am terrified that I can't take back all the minutes that have passed.

And I am absolutely afraid of still being how I am right now for the rest of my life.
3:30 AM

Friday, March 4, 2016

Where should I go exactly? 

On this road full of my dreams

Or this endless pit of reality?


5:39 AM

Friday, January 22, 2016

There's this huge (abandoned) tent near where I live. It's been there ever since I can remember. I remember asking my parents what goes on there when I was little but I think they were too busy with some stuff to answer my question. So I still don't know what that place is.

Maybe it's actually a construction site? (I doubt it though because it's been there for more than 20 years I think)
Maybe the people there are working on some top secret experiment?
Maybe something lives there?

It'd be a really nice concept for a game. I've already thought of a few scenarios these past few weeks.

The other day I was with my friends at the university and the speakers started playing a really weird recording over and over. We couldn't understand what it was saying. It was really weird and creepy.

That'd also be another good concept for a game. It could be a subliminal message from the devil.

Also, I'd want to experiment with light.
9:33 AM


I'm very sleepy right now but I don't want to yet for the reason that my eyes will get really swollen when I wake up.

I've actually already typed a lot of words here but I always end up deleting them because I don't really want to share my thoughts.

No. I'm scared.
My mind is my safe haven. It's the only place where I can be myself without having to worry about anything. My imagination can even get me to places.

Sometimes, my head would hurt from all that thinking but that's okay.
I would get really confused between fantasy and reality but that's also okay.

Everything is okay actually. Why am I even writing all this?
9:18 AM

Wednesday, November 11, 2015



This is a picture of the city I took one night. The city is one hell of a place.

This one tastes like the sea.... And like there's a party in your mouth.


This was taken at my Grandma's grave. Tons of airplanes pass through the area. I was lying on the ground and I couldn't help but think "What if one of the planes crashed into where I'm lying down?"



I was sitting down on the chair and when I looked out the window, the sky was so plain and almost white. I felt like I was in a room that was in another big white room.

The things that are different are the most interesting.

4:05 AM

Thursday, September 17, 2015

no no no no no no NO NOOOOOOOO nO nononoOOoNoNOOOoonnnNoo no no NO NOOnonoO

NO

Now, was that so hard to say?
7:41 AM

Wednesday, March 25, 2015



Rather than "Good bye"
It's "See you later"
And that's what makes it hurt the most
7:09 AM


and i wait
while these beasts fight for naught
they tumble
and fumble
'til I can't stand no more
so I offer them
this sandwich for four
7:08 AM

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